Health wise I'm slowly getting better I think.
The pills keep me from doing much for most of the day,
save a few hours right before I take another pill. >.<;

Mentally I'm tired, upset and depressed....
Heavy things on my mind that I want to talk about
but just can't bring my self too...
I keep hoping " Tomorrow everything will be different, things will be better!"
But, not really... not yet.

Playing D&D once or so a week is something I look forward too
and keeps me from going into a black corner like the closet emo kid I am.
Painting is helping me dish out my emotions and calm me down as well.
I keep telling my self, HOW in the world am I to help others learn
to use art to heal/help them selves when I can't do it my self?
Its like the saying, "You can't help others till you learn to help your self."
I'm trying, I really am.
I'm also trying to figure out what stress I can rid my self of
and others I need to work threw till they are thinned out enough
they are not much of a problem anymore.

Side Note, I went back to GuildWars, it was inevitable,
like Moth's to a flame...
Its so much a 'Happy Place' for me.

and OMG my electric bill was $90.50 this month....
dmn hot weather I hope the heat waves end.... n o w!